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Archive for the ‘Feelings’ Category
8 Jun
纳闷
最近在工作上被人家整, 又按捺不住情绪对人家吼叫,现在有一点战战兢兢, 不知自己的饭碗是否会被影响? 从前我觉得只要理直,就能气壮, 可以毫无保留的去做该做的东西.但是时间一久, 思绪也好象被模糊了, 对与错在也不这么清晰. 是我傻了吗? 还是变成智者? 我自己都模糊了. 我需要从前清晰的脑袋, 以便得到平静. 也许以下是我的解脱: “一 个 人 不 能 事 奉 两 个 主 ； 不 是 恶 这 个 ， 爱 那 个 ， 就 是 重 这 个 ， 轻 那 个 。 你 们 不 能 又 事 奉 神 ， 又 事 [...]
23 Apr
Slowly losing my humanity… becoming a beast?
Watched Les Miserables’ on video over the weekend and I was particularly stricken by the inference of how Jean Valjean had slowly lost his humanity when doing 19 years of hard labour. When sentenced to hard labour by court, he was simply a hungry peasant who was separated from hunger by a pane of glass [...]
16 Feb
Restless…
Ever have this feeling of being too lethargic to move yet being too restless to sit still? Horrible, horrible feeling… Aside from feeling decadent from not fully using my resources towards a goal, there’s this sense of wasted potential. I also don’t know why I feel this way… sighz… but I wish to have this feeling go [...]
